Called to Worship – Issue #13
by Phil Mershon
Or do you show contempt for the riches of his kindness, forbearance and patience, not realizing that God’s kindness is intended to lead you to repentance? (Romans 2:4)
Outside of the Apostle Paul, there is perhaps no greater conversion story than that of John Newton. Born in a Christian home, he slowly abandoned his faith after his mother’s death when he was only seven.
He eventually followed his father into sailing and gained a reputation as a harsh slave trader and unrepentant sinner. Even a narrow escape from death failed to gain Newton’s attention. It wasn’t until he entered a storm that threatened to rip his ship apart that Newton began to evaluate his life from God’s perspective. He repented of what he had become and cried out for mercy.
We know the story as it’s told in his famous Amazing Grace. There are two other statements that summarize Newton’s appreciation of God’s tender mercy. First, when he was 82 and reflecting on his life, he said,
“My memory is nearly gone, but I remember two things,
that I am a great sinner, and that Christ is a great Savior.”
Additionally, his tombstone serves as a capstone of God’s grace:

John Newton, Clerk,
once an infidel and libertine,
a servant of slaves in Africa,was,
by the rich mercy of our
Lord and Savior Jesus Christ,
preserved, restored, pardoned,
and appointed to preach the faith he
had long labored to destroy…
It’s interesting to me that the song Amazing Grace is the most requested song at funerals across America. Hardened lifelong pagans will request this song and the reading of Psalm 23, even if they have disavowed God their entire lives. Why? They are hoping to receive mercy at the hands of the God to whom John Newton cried.
My patterns of sin may not rival John Newton’s deliberate rejection of God and his law, but I am equally guilty. I deliberately reject and ignore God’s law (consciously and unconsciously) every day. As I grow older I believe it is God’s kindness that allows me to see the deep-seated selfishness and idolatry that permeates all facets of my life. But God doesn’t just let me see my sin; he leads me to repentance.
Repentance is a military term meaning “about face.” You’ve been heading toward a conflict but now your commanding officer tells you to “repent” and go the exact opposite direction. The officer sees the danger toward which you’re heading (or that you’re in) and tells you to “run away.”
When you’re facing temptation today, listen for God’s kind voice calling you to repent. And if you’re deeply entangled in a pattern of sin, don’t wait until your ship is falling apart; call upon the amazing grace of God. He never ignores the call of a repentant sinner.
If you haven’t seen the movie Amazing Grace, you should. I also encourage you to allow Chris Tomlin’s Kindness to guide your prayers today.
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Great thoughts Phil. Thanks for sharing.
Thanks for reading, Scott! I need to hear these assuring words every day!
Yes – He is so very kind…You know what I like most about your blog posts Phil – that you add a song to your message. So very edifying.
Thanks, Patricia. Songs help me soak in the truth. I’m glad you’re finding them helpful.
“But God doesn’t just let me see my sin; he leads me to repentance.” – This was definitely FOOD FOR THOUGHT today Phil!
Yeah, Monaica. I think too often Christians, starting with me, get focused on our sins and forget to repent and cling to the hope of the gospel. If we see our sin and don’t repent, that is worse than an unbeliever–especially considering the incredible love of God. Hate to say it, but sometimes I act like an unbeliever. This is why some would call many modern American Christians practical atheists. We believe and trust in God’s love for salvation, but we live and trust in ourselves for everything else. Scary! I thank God daily for his merciful love and grace.
Good point. It’s like “compartmentalizing” God. I need ya when I need ya – which is later. I fall short all time. One of the only things that helps me just focus on my fellows and stop thinking of me and all my little plans and designs – at least briefly – is when I’m in prayer for you (my fellows). I hesitate praying for me unless it’s “thy will be done,” because I’m still thinking of me and getting my way… (does that make sense?) kind of took it off topic.
My church offers a very formal repentance, and I used to fight it as a child, but now I think I’m beginning to see more and more the value in it.
Spiritual growth I suppose.
Yeah, a rote prayer of confession can actually serve to deaden our hearts. But, if we ask the Holy Spirit to open our eyes, we will pray with renewed conviction and find refreshment in the Gospel.
I don’t think it’s wrong to pray for yourself, but if you only pray for yourself, it will lead to self-obsession. A healthy dose of praying for others and expressing gratefulness to your King will bring correction to a navel-gazing faithlessness. 🙂